Chapter 19
Abandon learning and be free from worry. Between a polite 'yes' and a casual 'yeah' - how much difference is there really?
Between good and evil - how far apart are they really?
What others fear, one cannot but fear as well.
Vast and boundless, without end! The masses are merry and bustling, as if feasting at the great sacrifice, as if ascending the terrace in spring.
I alone am still and quiet, showing no signs; like an infant who has not yet learned to smile; weary and adrift, as if having nowhere to return.
The masses all have abundance and surplus, while I alone seem to have been left behind, as if forgotten.
How foolish is my heart! So murky and undifferentiated. Ordinary people are bright and clear, while I alone seem dim and confused.
Ordinary people are sharp and scrutinizing; I alone am dull and obtuse.
Vast and calm like the sea, drifting endlessly like the wind without cease. All people have their purpose; I alone am stubborn and seem uncouth.
I alone am different from others, for I treasure being nourished by the Mother.